Hello puzzclar: The Skeezyks went off of med's about a year ago now, I guess it was. I don't see a therapist. The last time I was in to see my pdoc (towards the end of last year) I told him I'd just come back in again once a year, just to keep my file open. I just gut it out one day after the other. I'm reclusive. No one sees me except my spouse. I try my best to avoid revealing to her how desperate I sometimes feel.

I'm sorry I don't know who you turn to. Perhaps call a crisis line? I never do this personally. So I can't recommend it. But I know it's an option that's out there. I wish I had a suggestion for you. But I don't. Back when I was on psych med's, & couldn't get in to see my pdoc, I was able to get a temporary prescription to tide me over from my general practice doctor. I'm sorry you are struggling...