I've been thinking about second chances a lot lately and I had a friend say something about them to me the other day. He said something about me getting a lot of them and this comment confirmed everything I had been thinking. I feel like I have gotten far too many of them as well and I don't deserve any of them. I've always been extremely grateful for them, but also extremely guilty about getting them. I have always felt like I don't deserve them, but I would take them and try to be better. Lately, this hasn't been the case. I have been throwing them away, not because I'm ungrateful but because I feel like taking them is wasting everyone's time and I am even more undeserving than before. I also think that I am trying to sabotage myself or something. I guess I feel like I am trying to push myself over the edge finally or something... Has anyone else felt this way?