Mentally, I'm doing so much better. Physically, I have some potentially serious issues along with side effects from the meds. So it's back to the pdoc this week to see what's going to happen. Poop. 
But I'd say, overall, my life is good. I have a lot of wonderful friends and family who love me. And I'm happy in spite of health issues (both physical and mental). I'm not fed up. And I'm not going to quit fighting for that perfect balance (or close enough). 
__________________
...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
|