Pretty busy day but not very exciting socially. I went to the church next door today. I feel like it's alright, but I'm not sure if I want to stay with it. I went there last week for the first time. I still feel kind of bad about leaving the church where my friend goes. It's weird that he and I ask each other, "how's church today?" when we went to the same place.

I did some laundry and then went on a two hour bike ride. There was going to be a BBQ at the church next door at 6 PM, but it seemed like no one was there when I got there. So I had dinner alone at home. I felt disappointed but at the same time it probably was not meant to be. There had been times when I didn't feel so good when I would go to BBQs.

My friend called tonight. It went OK. I don't know what we could do tomorrow. I would prefer him to come visit me but it's hard for him to make it my way. He used to be able to when he could drive. I don't like going to his place, but maybe we could have lunch. I wanted to talk to him privately about why I want to leave the church where he goes. He wanted to know why I wanted to leave. I think it's going to be harder to do that if I go to his place.