I doubt anyone remembers me from way back, but really, why would you? Which is kinda the point. Half the point anyway. I'm back here because of these moodswings that I can't control, which are endless, and my self esteem, or lack thereof. I don't want to be back here, really, but I don't know what else to do. Cutting is the way forward, but it's also the way back. It helps, but then I get stuck in the cycle again, and I have these two wonderful lovely best friends who, foolishly, really care about me and worry far too much about me. But there's nothing even really wrong, really. It's just...the moodswings. I feel overwhelmed and out of control and as if it's my only option.
Sorry.