I'm negotiating my way through a very rough patch.
Have been exhausted. Feeling depleted.

Have had severe relentless pain for a long time -- with many other medical complications. Despite pain meds, pain was too much, 24/7. It's "neuropathic." Doctors were trying to help. yet could not help enough.
After a year of this, it kinda "pushed me over the edge." it feels like severe torture. It set off insomnia, C-PTSD and depression, which then set off a "mixed episode."

I have formulated a topical med and topical supplement protocol which is proving helpful, along with narcotic pain meds, 24/7 . I also adhere to an anti-inflammatory diet.

Lots of ongoing research on my part to keep finding/trying options. Lots of intensive self-care to stay balanced.

Unable to work, which is very upsetting to me. Trying to achieve a balance with acceptance as well. Overall, my "challenges" have been increasing.
Some of the "conditions" are progressive in nature. Some started 30 yrs ago now.

I love life and people. I still want to "play" and enjoy life.
I tend to be very hopeful, which may be a bit delusional, as doctors have told me they have little hope of seeing positive changes. Too bad for them. How can they truly help if they've "given up?"

I've always welcomed a formidable challenge. I now have several! Lol.



WC