Thanks everyone very much for the responses. ❤️❤️❤️

I get very frustrated with out healthcare system quite often. Unfortunately I can't pay out of pocket to see her. Therapists located at primary care offices are government employees so they're salaried and don't get paid per patient. So technically they can't see any patients that don't go through the healthcare system. It sucks.

I'm safe for now. Hoping that thigs go ok. I go back to the psychiatrists office to see his nurse in a few weeks.