I sold our house, my ex-wife and myself in Las Vegas and moved to OKC into an apartment on a 4 month lease. I hate apartments but I had no choice because I was too weak and stress to go anywhere to check out. I’m 69 years old. I moved here because I have 2 cousins that live here and I have no immediate family and am all alone in this world except for my Irish setter. I have enough money to move anywhere in the US but I don’t know what to do or where to go. I search for hundreds of hours and never could figure where I want to go. I have this picture in my mind of the northern states away from the mainstream in an old house with a fireplace and the leaves falling and then watching the snow in a warm house with my dog. I just want to have a couple of months of serenity before I die. Over the last half year my stress has been at a 9 and I just want to have my stress at a 1 or 2 and relax with my dog, fireplace, big TV, nice thick rug and just fade off peacefully.