I always fell unique, and I hate this. I always wanted to be normal. Everything about me is different. At school I have no friends, except some classmates that always use me and nothing else. I want to be normal so that I can integrate. I have a lot of bad things that define my personality. And I am not talking about talking too much and things like that. I always think that I have a lack of imagination, due to the fact that at the art class I can not draw something normal like grass sky and some trees. I usually draw things like ghosts from different perspectives or abstract things. I always find the meaning in them but my art teacher and classmates find it ugly and with no actual meaning. And the fact that I preffer my drawings black and white doesn't help. Besides my lack of imagination, or normal imagination at least, I also have my little fantasy world where everithing that I like from cartoons or films become one and I can decide on what path they can go, and what I don't have in the real life gets in my world. And I know it is strange but, I think even that I am crazy. I like everithing that goes out of normal completely and things like that. And I know that isn't my motive but it will take so long to write why I think I am crazy so you can just trust me. And I know I am bad at words unlike my class but I hope this can resume a little of why I hate being unique.