I thought that I would have a friend to hang out with today. He and I sort of planned on it. This morning I had to call him and see what we could do. When I called there was no answer, so I left a message. He called back two minutes later saying that he has to go to Urgent Care because he has constipation. He said that he had it for three days. I had been on contact with him all weekend (we never got together) and he never mentioned that he had constipation. So I guess we're not going to get together today.

But then I was wondering if he's giving me the brush-off. Because I had stopped going to the church where we've been going. It's sad that I had three whole days off and we never got together.

Feeling very depressed and grieved today. This is the 4th and I'm supposed to be happy. I don't feel that way at all. And now it's back to work tomorrow and having to face the problems that I couldn't solve last Friday.