so in a previous post I stated I have a date coming up tomorrow. what makes me nervous is that we have known each other since we were about 10 (26 now) and to my knowledge we've both had a thing for the other pretty much from the start. so this date is gonna be more of me revealing these facts and seeing where she stands on them, than the usual getting to know you mumbo jumbo.

Pretty sure she's unaware of the self harm (that's within the last year and a half for me) but right now I have big burn scars covering my left forearm and I don't want her to ask about them... :/

Idk this whole thing's just driving me crazy, at least its tomorrow, and I'll see her today in a little bit.

I'll make a new post after we've had the date to let everyone know how it went