I feel listless, out of it, completely disconnected from myself and my life. I have no idea if this is temporary because of stress I am experiencing or if this is just the way the rest of my life will be, but for these past few months I have completely stopped feeling like myself. It's almost like some other tired, sad, numb, gray girl has entered my body and taken it over, and I have to watch helplessly as all my color is drained out and replaced with the same monochrome.