I think I got confusing in my post. I already know I dis..... (you know) and to me that generally takes the form of heavy zoning out, feeling like I have a fog bubble that the world is outside of and it takes lot of work for me to try to stay 'in' it or listen to people and extremely difficult to answer if I need to. There is also derealization at times.. these are already part of what I have discussed with t along with the 'voices' which I think I made out wrong in my original post because I wasn't focusing on that and just using it as background (the voices aren't like audible, there are just known thoughts and 'hearing' of things that want out of me to the person I am talking to because I am able to stay in control for the most part but know I'm not alone in here as I can even see what some look like (I'm not sure where fragmentation and DID draws the line, so I am currently diagnosed with PTSD w/diss.....).

What I was really looking at with this thread was the strange things that have started happening this last week and I think I might have been incorrect in explaining them also. They are tiny short things that just seem to jump in the middle of something I am thinking or even pop in my mind watching tv or something like that. Just like you would normally think about any topic, but these have no barrinig to life as far as I am concerned (yes, I understand flashbacks and intrusive thoughts, I have both but all that stuff is associated with my life).

That's why I gave the example of the terracata pot. I was just thinking about something and then all of a sudden I had this image and thought of using a washer and screws inside the hole in the post to be able to secure it to a tree. OK, why? where? what? I don't plant. I wasn't thinking about it or anything even related to it. It just popped in and out, having no relationship to anything, anywhere in my life. It was gone as fast as it came and my original train of thought continued. I barely even noticed it and then when I did I realized that I think it has been happening rarely but repeatedly lately.

At the moment, they are not bothersome except in how bizarre they are and in wondering what could be causing such a phenomenom. ......... ok, it just happened.. I am typing this and all of a sudden my brain thinks of train tracks and then its gone. Nothing happened, nothing going on to trigger anything strange (my past issues have NOTHING to do with trains or terracotta pots, so I know its not flashbacks...those come with horrible images I know about). I seriously feel like a short wire in my brain that just lets these thoughts or images slip into the thought path for a second. I don't know, it is really freaky is all I can say and wish it made sense to somebody.