I feel very guilty right now. I'm talking to two guys right now via text.

Guy #1 is very much into me and has expressed stong attraction with equally strong reluctance due to understanding I am very vulnerable emotionally due to my mental health issues. We have been talking for a few months now and I enjoy every word. He says he cares deeply for me and the last thing he wants to do is hurt me with his tendencies to be emotionally and sexually dominate. He also has been recovering from a really bad breakup with a girl he was engaged to. He keeps on saying we are just good friends but it might change down the road. He also says he is happy I haven't been talking to other guys. I haven't been the most honest with him in this area as I have another guy I am texting with.

Anyway, enter Guy #2. I went on Okcupid and met another guy when Guy #1 said he wasn't going to peruse me romantically despite wanting to so bad. I haven't been talking to him long, only this past weekend, but I feel super guilty about not telling Guy #1 about Guy #2. I kinda like Guy #2 because we share an affinity for aquariums and fish keeping.

I just feel so guilty and like I am texting him behind Guy #1's back. Its almost like I am cheating on Guy #1 with Guy #2.

I just don't know what to do....