I have ****** taste in men then instead of admitting that I do things for people who don't deserve me I instead projected it on the entire gender. Not just wrong but ill-informed I can't justify hating an entire gender when only a few hurt me with their stupidity. I don't even want to tell you exactly what happened because I was 17 or 18 when I did it but whatever I don't want to be carrying that self-hatred and anger anymore. The point is he didn't care he was a **** I can move on there are actually good men on that won't waste my time. This is the age of self forgiveness.