Just waited thirty minutes while crying to talk to crisis counselor because these fireworks are really getting to me! PTSD is a *****!

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They're nonstop in this city where I'm dog sitting this week. NONSTOP NONSTOP NONSTOP!

I'm panicking. I took Ativan and it's slowly helping.

They sound like gunfire and I see bad memory of her holding and shooting gun and always threatening to kill me.

I'm scared she'll come one day. The tv isn't loud enough to block them out.