I'm so sorry that you feel like that. That you have so manyproblems. I hope, I hope this place can function as your haven, as a way to achieve some peace. To help you.

I'm sorry if I intrude, but might I ask, Why do you feel that you are financially ruined forever? That no dream will ever be fulfilled? I guess for me I felt better venting this feelings out aloud in a place that I knew will never connect to me and for that, safe. To let it out when you have no other person to speak about them. Might i help?