Wow, what a beautiful "thank you", I say "thank you" to you and the many others here that have been a great support to me over the years as well as one another
It is important for all of us to remember that though we are coming through over the internet, we a "real" people, and I think it is just wonderful how we can relate and/or support one another, this is a great place.
I admire you for your courage, and yet we are here even when one loses their courage, etc. so just know you'll always have someone here for you

PS your post touched me, so many things you mention in it reminded me of myself, when I first came here, thanks to the great members that have listened to me and/or supported
me, it has made all the difference.
Thanks to all of you

DE