Thanks everyone! I'm still feeling the same way I have my p-doc at lunch time and T at 7:00pm tomorrow night.

Sunny, thank you for your insights, couldn't have been done without you

Pink, I know what you mean. Somehow I feel better able to handle things regarding T but I guess time will tell. That last session, something clicked with me. I think too when my dad said to me while he visited 'why isn't anything I do for you enough?' why do I have to prove my love over and over...well that helped put this in perspective too.

Mouse, I'm glad you feel a connection with some of what I learned too. Learning to deal with disappointment, an interesting concept eh?