When did I become such a depressingly hopeless, lethargic, apathetic, creaky old women? Can't be bothered with anything, always something wrong with me, aching even 5 minutes into a walk to the shops to the point I come home and cry in bed... I'm only 25 ffs. I feel like I've been robbed of my former self. Sure- I don't sh like my old self, I have less of a temper and not so much of a short fuse. But God am I boring and lazy. Today is not a good day for depression. I've been swallowed up. Excuse me whilst I go hide in bed until half an hour before my partner gets home so I can pretend I'm happy with what I've achieved today... Big fat zero. And honestly, without her, it wouldn't even bother me, I'd just stay in bed and do it all over again tomorrow.
Oh please please, can I stop being so pathetic? For longer than a week? That would be great