This is pretty natural to feel. don't think that acting on it if that happened would necessarily be the right thing to do but I get the urge, the desire.

One of the women I had been involved with online - kind of literally abandoned me, went silent and has not spoken to me in a couple weeks now for something I am assuming, it is about this, that I said. I have at times found myself thinking "I hope she comes back and tries to make up with me so I can laugh in her face and show her the proverbial door"

I doubt I'd act on it but the feeling is there. don't beat yourself up over it. you were hurt and your knee jerk reaction is to retaliate.