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Old Oct 03, 2007, 02:59 AM
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I've been on paxil And ativin for a little over a month now. Depression, PTSD .. Anxiety ..
I'm not a good candidate for pills... sooo addictive... specially to downers .. never cared for the jitters caused by the oher ..
So - I cut my paxil in half after the first 2 weeks .. and am in trouble with the Ativin already .. sigh.. as I type this I think I should just delete it, but then I know as soon as I click send, I'm on the right track ..
I have to fight the withdrawals, but am thinking that I do need something for sure, on my own I'm a mess! There are natural things like st.johnswort and . ..
Anyway .. I'm calling my doctor in the morning... I've found myself thinking of drinking = after 14 years sober!! .. I know its the pills ..
I'm sorry if this is inappropriate - if it is = Please let me know and I will edit .. but I think I needed to read what you've all said to see my own truth .. This has helped me .. thank you. And I do apologize if i've been in anyway inappropriate in posting this.
Jazmine
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I have come to the conclusion that that part of me that reaches out for "help" is actually the part that wishes to destroy me...