Thank you for such a beautifully thought out response and thank you to everyone who has shown an interest in me. I think I need to come back to this previous post and read it daily! It has almost been like a grieving process for me, this last few days. I haven't seen him in a week because I took our kids and my grandma on a vacation (he refused to go). When I first started this post, I was hurt and angry, now is not quite as strong and i really loved the last piece of advice. We'll see what happens when I get home tomorrow. We didn't talk much while we were gone and when I texted him, "Are we okay?" 20 minutes ago, I have yet to receive a response.