Mine wax and wan dependant on where I am..... baseline , up or down.
Currently I am dealing with ridiculous anxiety and panic stuff.. Some is simple to understand as its situational. When it's just Bipolar reaching up and slapping me ,, Life certainly gets harder.
I just have made myself some rules , daily rules despite my mood.
I bathe daily, I clean at least one room ( usually more I am OCD about cleaning)
I reach out to friends that are in the same Bipolar boat as me, Friends from here.
When I have plans or agreed to be somewhere that involves people I go regardless to how I feel.. Omg it sucks sometimes, But I try really hard to not let people down and by forcing myself to go it keeps me from isolating too much. But I do need my "own time" and I find it somehow someway or I tilt off into a mood shift.
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Helping others gets me out of my own head ~
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