I've read your posts on your T for a while, from before you had your months break from her. It has sounded to me that you are not getting good therapy from her. What you say today just confirms it - I think that is really inappropriate of her to have phone calls and do texting in front of you, and to talk abut other clients, and to just ignore yours. I know from experience how painful it is to walk away from a difficult therapy relationship. I feel for you. I hope you are able to keep hold of some of the positive things about your relationship.