I get this rage sometimes that just flares up out of nowhere. Sometimes I get it if someone does something to make me mad but sometimes it just comes on out of nowhere. It hit me the past two days really bad. I'm afraid my instability is returning. I need to stay stable for school. Also it just sucks.

I was on Lamictal for a few months and it kind of helped with my daily mood swings but I stopped it after I got hives and now I am feeling less in control. Not sure if it's the med or not but I'm afraid of backtracking.

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