You sound more coherent. That is a good thing. Can you have a very direct talk with your parents and tell them you are NOT SAFE and the hospital will keep you safe and stabilize you. I'm sorry they are struggling with you. How old are you? I'm glad you are reaching out - you are not alone. Tell your parents this is NOT PASSING and you need help now.

If they refuse to help you, can you call your doctor now and say you are having a crisis emergency, you are not safe because you are suicidal and hear voices. Tell your doctor you need help from him/her as your parents are not understanding you are in crisis. Explain the 11th is too far away. It may not be the hospital you want, but sometimes we can't choose. Your health is priority. Many hospitals will do a payment program or bill on a sliding scale. That is your parents' concern. Don't be shy to tell your doctor you need the hospital right away.

If you can't reach your doctor call a local crisis line and explain the above. They should be able to help you right away. Tell them you've been experiencing psychosis, you are suicidal and you need help immediately to be safe. They will take it from there and help you. At least this is how it works in my country. Sometimes people don't understand and we need to advocate for ourselves that we need medical intervention right away.

I hope someone else will post here soon with ideas.

Your relationship with your girl can be addressed after you feel better. Don't stress about that now. That can wait.