So I have not seen T since last Wednesday when I left after 30 minutes, we have emailed each other and straightened out what went wrong, but I still hadn't made an appt for this week. Yesterday he emailed me to tell me that he realized Friday is the 2nd anniversary date of my mom's death, and would I like to see him that day.

At first I was shocked he remembered at all, then I was feeling kind of warm and fuzzy that he did remember. Emotions are mixed, bad time of year, and I know I need to be in his office that day, last year on her first anniversary he made sure I touched base and had an appt that day, so I did accept his offer and I see him at eleven on Friday.

I guess I thought after 2 years it would get easier, but it really isn't, the images of her are very vivid yet, and I would just like for them to fade and be replaced by normal pictures of mom.