I wish I had right now the kind of therapy experience lolagrace had. Maybe if I'd had it all these past years I'd be in a better place today. But I've taken what they offer, a revolving door of short term therapists usually just starting out until the next one comes along. That's all I can afford.
Idk, maybe it is my fault. Maybe I didn't try hard enough.
I envy the place you all are at.