Well its a complicated story... The one Story with that NLP guy is following: I did a normal therapy and this happened in the same timeframe as i started with ym therapy and in my country if you dont have a job you have to attend at courses where you learn how to write proper CV and applications, or some english course and stuff. I was in an Eco-C course where i met this Sociologist, i was pretty honest with my depression and said that i took antidepressants, he started to be very convincing and after 2 Weeks course i actually visited him at home and we started planning with the youtube project. As i said he immediately bought equipment worth 2k Euros and he let me decide what we need. We got a high quality camera with greenbox, lighting, and Microphone. Meanwhile we often talked about politics and stuff. At some point he invited me to some other people who are from the same project(within them there was actually a highly reknown judge, so there were few academics and some from PR agencies and stuff discussing political topics and giving insight how politics really work... I never was really sure what this project was about, every time i asked they came with some vague answers, at one point they said something about teaching elitist thinking, which i have to admit really deepened my understanding of politics and economy immensly, allthough since I was still depressed and highly sceptical i stopped contact, in the last meeting i was already more regressive so they probably knew i won't come back and they recommended me to study at the movie academy...
Besides that he used NLP techniques like anchoring onto me, I am pretty sure because when i look back when i was taking Antidepressants I was sometimes in a trance like state when we worked on the video project. So it is cringeworthy that there are people trying to manipulate me without even telling me.

I mean i don't believe in Illuminati or something but this stuff is very strange , weird and cringeworthy.