Still no word on what's going on with getting my a/c fixed. The stress and anxiety of work is making me partially dissociate, when I can stop thinking about what else is wrong in my life. Just got a call that my new T has an opening tomorrow afternoon, at the start of what will be almost 3 1/2 hours straight of things scheduled at work, none of which I can change at this point. I've been getting up to drive bf to work in the morning and can't sleep after, and I'm exhausted. I don't know how much longer I can keep this going, but I can't afford to stop. I just want to give up now, living like this is too hard.