So finally had this date, we had went to a nice sushi place and had dinner, talked. as much as I didn't want it to come up somehow the fact that I'm bipolar weaseled its way into the conversation. I asked if she knew I had it, she said she did (we've known each other since about age 10 we're 26 now). when dinner was over I asked if she wanted to do something again and she said yes.

Now later in the evening I ventured to the bar and continued to talk to her via text, and kinda spilled about the bipolar, I think I asked her why she agreed to a date and then another with me if she knew I had it. the response I got was that she's not looking for anything serious right now.

and just like that I went from king of the world to back down to the bottom of the barrel. burned myself again (leg this time at least no one can see it), and put my fist into my house's aluminum siding and my computer desk a good number of times.

Question to all the ladies who read this...

Why would you accept a date with someone if you're not looking to date anyone?

I just don't get it I'm so confused.