The Skeezyks has seen a few therapists for brief periods, over the years. They ranged from mediocre to dreadful! I no longer see one & have no intention of ever seeing one again. I do still have a pdoc. However I'm no longer on med's & have no intention of going back on them. The last time I was in to see my pdoc, I told him I'd just come in once a year in order to keep my file open... just in case. So far at least, that's still my plan...

The thing is... I'm an older person. There has been SO much water that has flowed under the bridge, as the saying goes. I don't really believe therapy can be of much help anymore. What's done is done. Plus there has been so much I simply could never talk about. The humiliation factor would be off the charts! There's no changing any of it. And, at least in my case, there's no feeling better about it either. It simply is what it is. So I strive to accept who I am with what lovingkindness & compassion I can muster while I wait for the end to arrive. It can't come too soon...