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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte
I've crashed again.
I've been up and down and up and down since april.
I can't handle this anymore.
I don't know if I should have my husband take me to the hospital. I have a lot of nots about that.
Such as:
Expensive and we already have a ton of medical debt from me
They won't be able to help me anyway
Holiday weekend and would really leave my coworkers hanging
I just can't stand this anymore!
In a few days I know I'll be up again, come down and be normal for a few days, and then crash!
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I'm sorry you're hurting [emoji22]. I'm in the same position between rage, dysphoria, and crippling depression. ((Trigger))... I actually self harmed for the first time in years about a week ago. I'm ashamed and pissed at myself. I can't even stomach food lately. I've been surviving on chocolate milk because I need to take my morning AP with food. Hang in there Hun. I almost put myself in IP a week ago too. Kinda still wish I had!
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