I have never been in a relationship and I am a very lonely person. I've done online dating for a while. I've met a few different girls to no success. One I did date for about a month but it ended because she had to move away and we both knew a long distance relationship wouldn't work. I've met probably 15 girls and with each one I had pure intentions. I wanted to get to know them for who they were and see overtime if it could develop into dating and then possibly a relationship. Out of all of those girls I met really only four stood out above the rest. One wasn't ready for a relationship because she was still trying to get over someone. As for the other two I pushed them away by constantly thinking I upset them in someway when I actually didn't and I would continuously ask them what I did and would repeatedly apologize. It's something I can't help. I wish I could but I can't and I know that it will continue to hurt any chance I have every time I meet someone. I truly believe I am not emotionally capable of being in a relationship and that really sucks because all I've ever wanted to do was to love someone and be loved in return.