I don't care much about sports...but my story is connected to a sports event. It's a big event where I live and this year competition has some similarities with the one twelve years ago... For me it's kind of a anniversary. I can't tell for sure the time when my symptoms began, but twelve years ago was the time I could say for sure they were there. It was the time I started to go to the doctor and the emergency room frequently with symptoms doctors wouldn't care. And inside I was very scared thinking I was dying... The evidence and the time run me down and I eventually quitted on the thoughts I had a severe physical illness.
But stupidly, I that don't care much about the games, was so nervous about them, felt my heart beating, my chest hurting, imagining I was having an heart attack or had a heart problem. The days went by, the pain didn't go away, just went from place to place and time by time other symptoms started to appear... It was some years, many medical exams... But 2004 was the year of it.
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