My BP cripples me especially now since I'm severely depressed and going through a med change. I don't get out of bed. The only time I'm able to eat is making chocolate milk in the morning to take my meds. Other than that, food just sounds gross. I don't even run a brush through my hair every day. It's just up in a messy bun. I shower about every two days unless I'm doing stuff outside and sweating. And I hate showering. It takes so much energy out of me. So much so that I rarely even shave my legs lol. But hey! I shaved them today! Took me two benzos to make it in the shower but I got it done lol.

Now tomorrow I'm supposed to go to a concert with my bro and friends and to be quite honest, I don't want to go! The way my anxiety has been?! And a huge crowd?! Hell no. I'll need two klonopin to make it there too! But it's for my brothers birthday and I'm forcing myself to get out. Who knows. Maybe I'll even Have fun? Lol

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