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Old Jul 06, 2016, 06:02 PM
Bipolarchic14 Bipolarchic14 is offline
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Originally Posted by bluebicycle View Post
Sometimes I get "angry hypomania" where I don't feel happy... I just feel pissed 100% of the time. When I'm pissed, I want to kill myself because I don't want to deal with the anger.

I'm sure my case is different from what you're talking about, but yes, I have had suicidal thoughts.
Yes and no. I have times I get so angry at everyone that I want to kill myself so I don't have to deal with anyone. I really have not been irritable this time but was really bad a couple of months ago! My energy is excessive. Sleeping 3-5 hrs a night. I have been exercising 3 to 4 hrs a day because I don't know what to do with myself. Today I skipped work which I should not have. I was feeling really suicidal last night. I took the day off and went to the beach with a friend. Needed time to decompress. I hope my job does not misinterpret that. Anyway I am bringing up the episode fri. I think they knew it was coming. I was overwhelmed with thoughts a week ago and discussed it in group. The first question out of my therapists mouth when I went to therapy was how irritable have I been. Ironically I was not able to recall the week so could not really answer that.
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