i feel you....
I am the same when I am home , dont feel like getting off the couch or do anything. and when I go out w Girlfriend most of the time I wana come home, bc it s too much to take, it feels like.

I hope you feel better Now, we ll post if anything comes up.
(my therapy sessions help sometimes, but it s shor lived. but I can t give that up, bc they say its the best thing for depression.
tx
GL