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Nothing, so far.
The not knowing is horrible. The guilt, justified or unjustified, is horrible, frankly. We assume a responsibility, just by giving support, don't we? (maybe best not discuss that here, or at all(?); let's just hope for the best; I just needed/wanted to express some of my own worries and I hope it doesn't sound self-important)
I so (and let's) hope she's in hospital or there is some other reason she doesn't want to be on or can't access PC.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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