Does anyone else here struggle with finding healthy relationships as a result of Bipolar? I tend to gravitate towards people with a lot of their own issues (A LOT), and they are drawn to me, since we can relate. Then, I tend to invest in them too soon and make risky, impulsive decisions, like spending too much money on us doing things, making too many plans and commitments with the wrong people. I guess that's what happens in hypomania. When I finally "wake up" I feel trapped and overwhelmed, but too attached to just let the relationship slip away.

Plus, I end up feeling used or unworthy, but somehow I still hold on and make excuses for the person's lack of effort or inability to be emotionally available to me. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells. I wish I could break this cycle! I hope this makes sense...I'm rambling. Any advice on taking care of yourself in relationships or if you can relate, I'd appreciate any feedback or thoughts. Thanks!