I know I have talked many times about my relationship on this site . It will be nine months that we've been together on July 11. You think that would make me happy but all I want to do is cry. My boyfriend used to live with me he only lived with me for a few months and then moved back out because he wasn't happy with the area that I live in. We're still together just doing the long-distance relationship again. He moved out Sunday we seemed fine Sunday night we talked and we're laughing Monday night same thing but then Tuesday night things started changing he's been very distant saying that he doesn't feel in the mood to talk on the phone I barely talk to him throughout the day at all. I have a job also so we don't text during the day at all so I guess I look forward to our nightly chats. We got in an argument last night and now we've got in an argument tonight to where he's not even trying to talk to me at all and I'm not going to talk to him right now because I'm giving him space. I am pretty for sure I pissed him off. I just don't think that he is right for me I think that he makes me worse with my mental health because he knows what buttons to push to get me to literally freak out. Like right now he knows that I'm probably wondering if he is mad at me or not that's a trigger for me for anxiety but he's not doing anything to help with that at all. The funny thing is that he has mental health issues as well. I feel calm right now because I took some Xanax's but I am sad and tired of being so unhappy. I know I'm not the easiest person to deal with because of my mental health but he is in either and he usually just acts like it's all my fault. Sorry it's so long I just need to talk to someone. Any advice is always very much appreciated. Sorry it's so long.