so yesterday i told someone at random i was suicidal, (it happens to me all the time, i get to talk about stuff and it always comes back to suicide)

anyway, this person really made me feel like i just told a brick wall- she just laughed and told me their is a lot to live for, and i'm sick of hearing that

if i yhad family and a reason to get up in the mornings, but this is me we're talking about- no one actually cares about me or wants to understand

(i'm also sorry about the trigger thing, my memory's hit a blank and i need to find the thread to refresh myself on it)