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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
I grew up with constant suicide threats around me, along with a few suicides.
Suicide was presented as a viable option by relatives since I can remember.
It's tough to get that deleted from my consciousness. However, no attempts to date.
However, I truly only seriously think about possible suicide when I am in so much severe, relentless physical neuropathic pain. When this goes on for months, without relief, no matter what doctors do to try to help. This is when I start to think about leaving Earth.
Eventually, I get a break somehow. I regroup. 
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i grew up with suicide too
i know i posted it before in another thread, but my first proper attempt (knew what i was doing and everything) was at 9 years old
people still talk about that to me... you must have been desperate, they say
and yeah, i suppose i was. i mean what kind of 9 year old kid do you know who understands suicide and what it actually means