Pain is now managed sort of except for the sharp spasms I'm coping with it but my general mood isn't great. I've had two bereavements in the last two weeks and both the funerals are scheduled for the same day next week but I can't go to either. I really would have liked to attend my elderly cousins service but it is such a long journey to get there, I couldn't cope physically with driving there staying overnight and driving back, I'd probably need to book in somewhere near the church for a week to recover before I could make the return journey and physically and financially I couldn't do it

I HATE CHRONIC PAIN !!!!! it robs me of so much