Thanks for the link. It's super helpful

However, I don't think that 'anger' stage is representative of me. For instance, I've never felt denial and I definitely don't feel guilty for being angry. I've also never resented my grandfather for leaving us or resented the doctors who tried to help him. The anger is directed at no one and seems to have no source.

I think the anger is partially being cranky from waking up every 2-3 hours!

I also can't relate to the bargaining. His health was failing because he never sought help until things got really bad. He also drank like a fish with all that moonshine he bought. So, it's definitely not the doctors' faults.

I feel like I've regressed to what I used to feel like before I started Lamictal. I mean, I was PISSED OFF 100% of the time. I just started Abilify, though.. Apparently it can cause agitation!