Thanks for all of the replies! The reason I can't just leave is I've grown quite attached. I've been seeing T for a while. That is the catch 22. So it is not as simple as just leaving. On one level I know this behavior doesn't happen in a normal therapist/client relationship but on the other hand I was hoping to get other opinions so I could see if I was possibly misreading it? My instinct told me I wasn't but I have a very, very hard time trusting myself and listening to my inner guidance which is something I wish I could work on. The reason I have not wanted to communicate any of this to him is because I'm afraid of losing him as a T. I know that sounds twisted but we really are very compatible and have a nice connection. I really care about T as a person and would be very upset if I did anything to disrupt our relationship. However, I can't keep leaving therapy confused and overanalyzing things. It's not healthy and its preoccupying my mind. The week in between sessions now has started to feel like torture to me because I overanalyze until the next session where I can gage what is actually going on. But then I get in there and I completely lose my train of thought and get distracted by conversation. If that makes sense? Then nothing ever gets resolved. It really started to get like this 6 months back. Before that, it was manageable. This have also started to progress more and more over the last 6 months and each session leaves me feeling more intense, confused, and upset than last.