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Does anyone else have anxiety a lot? I'm great at "catastrophizing."
So I'm sitting here at the GP's office, getting a physical. They have no record of my last HIV test, but they have no records before I got married (the year the electronic records start are 2012).
So I'm freaking out. What if I have HIV from my hypomanic hyper sexual days of my 20's??? What if I gave my husband HIV???
I know I should just stay calm and believe that I was tested, they just don't have the record at this doctor's office. I did see another doctor up until summer 2011.
Sheesh. *Breathing*
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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