On and off with the new T. I felt it so much with Old T and it was truly healing. It was as if she really understood me, because she listened, put herself in my shoes etc. At the moment I am trying to forget that to be honest and work with new T. I think I am still a little closed to her responses to me and maybe that is why I do not feel it as greatly, or maybe she just isn't as good at that as old T. I don't know. All I know is that it is so very difficult to feel like you don't have a place somewhere.