Its OK. She worked for a charity. I started seeing her when I lost my Mum but could not continue because the charity did not fund the long term work we both knew, deep down, was required. I think we were both very sad about that but she has left the door open in case this does not work out with new T. I will never be able to do this work with her but she will always be there for me if I need some help while I find someone who can. But, I believe that this is possible with New T and, when I am able to accept that I can't work with old T, maybe I will see her again just to catch up every once in a while. She said that would be OK. But for now, to see her would be too difficult.